Dear Diary!!!

Dear Diary,

I never knew what love was

Till I meet the Love of My Life

I never dream to meet him

It just happen this feeling seems 

To grow more everyday.

I love you more each day!!!

Be careful of your Life

You are always in my heart

God Bless each day of your daily life

You're Mine Now!!!

There are times

When I just want 

To look at your face

With the stars in the night

There was time

When I just want to feel

your embrace.

On a cold night

Just cannot believe

That you are mine now!!!

You were just a dream

That I once knew

I never thought 

I would be  right be side you

Just cannot compare 

You with anything in this world

You're all I need .

(*_*) Keep Smiling (*_*) 

I Dream About You!

A beautiful dream, that added to my new life to live more.

The song that you sing for me.

I'm trying to remember.

Your face is like a moon

Your smile lights up every day of my LIFE.

Diary Five!!

Dear Diary,

Last night I couldn't sleep till 12:00 AM

Dying for pain, thinking of my last day here on earth

So I decided to take the sleeping pills

This is my second time taking the pills this month

Still feel the pain around my body

Until I sleep and wake up this morning

Still drowsy but 

Thanks to Almighty God I'm still alive.

(start new med)

Thanks to Almighty God for giving me another day of  my life

Please give me the courage and grace to overcome

The obstacle I face today.

O God! remove the harm, O Lord of mankind!

Heal this ailment and 

You are the ONE Who heals.

There is no healing except

YOURS. 

Ameen 

Diary Four!!!

Dear Diary,

Today is my follow up test that I need to do every two years of my life

I really don't want to do this test, because of so much pain.

Giving me to much trouble, uncomfortable and painful.

Thanks to Almighty God for the good news

Everything negative

Dear God Almighty,

Thank you for loving me,

In spite of my weakness.

O God Almighty, 

You are All-forgiving and You love forgiveness so

Please forgive me for every day of mistake!

Ameen

Diary Three!

Dear Diary,

I though't I'm going far away

The pain I had yesterday

My heart sinking thinking of something

That I can not imagine.

What will happen to them if I'm gone

But I know for sure where I'm going

I feel sad because of something special

That I couldn't even care.

Only I can say have a good and wonderful day

(*_*) Keep Smiling (*_*)

Diary One!

Last night, I tried to sleep early and to have a good night sleep

But something bothering in my mind,

And the pain of my back cause me awake till morning.

So I decided to get up and ask guidance from the Almighty God (Allah)

I open the Holy Qur'an 

And the message are Surah Yasin, Al-Qasas, and Al-Naml

Click the following link below:

Nothing is impossible on Allah (SWT)

Allah guides to those who ask guidance

Guide and mercy to those who believe

Hope this message will help everyone including me 

To understand what Allah (SWT) want us to do in our Life.

Don't think that some else is more blessed than you 

When you read this message,

You are more blessed than them.

Have a good morning