Diary Five!!

Dear Diary,

Last night I couldn't sleep till 12:00 AM

Dying for pain, thinking of my last day here on earth

So I decided to take the sleeping pills

This is my second time taking the pills this month

Still feel the pain around my body

Until I sleep and wake up this morning

Still drowsy but 

Thanks to Almighty God I'm still alive.

(start new med)

Thanks to Almighty God for giving me another day of  my life

Please give me the courage and grace to overcome

The obstacle I face today.

O God! remove the harm, O Lord of mankind!

Heal this ailment and 

You are the ONE Who heals.

There is no healing except

YOURS. 

Ameen